What About Us

As a matter of fact, there’s no turning back
Though I can’t deny, I still want you back
No confidence, just hide and seek
Your weapon’s blood, is security
What about promises, and what about the days I’m missing
What about, what about, what about us
What about the time of our lives
What about the things that you had
What about, what about, what about us

I’m waiting for you
I’m waiting
It’s time to let go

I’m waiting for you (what about, what about, what about us..)

As a matter of fact, there’s no turning back
Though I can’t deny, I still want you back
No confidence, just hide and seek
Your weapon’s blood, is security
What about promises, and what about the days I’m missing
What about, what about, what about us

I’m waiting for you
What about, what about, what about us

As a matter of fact, there’s no turning back
Though I can’t deny, I still want you back
No confidence, just hide and seek
Your weapon’s blood, is security
What about promises, and what about the days I’m missing
What about, what about, what about us

What about the time of our lives
What about the things that you had
What about, what about, what about us

Still Here

I never knew life could be this way
Life without you
I never knew life could be this strange
Like a sky that isn't blue
I know you're still here
I know you still care
I know you follow me places only you and I would share
You know you're my love
Know that I always cared
I may have been away without you
But my heart was always here

Never forget
I never left
Always there in the shadows
Hard to believe
Because you couldn't see
Always there when I mattered

I'm still here

I never meant to fall this way
So much to sacrifice
I never thought life would pass away
And at such a high price
Feel we're still one
That love hasn't gone
I sense everything about you
Around me when I'm alone
Know that you'll always be
Deep in the heart of me
No matter where I am today
You'll always be a part of me

Never forget
I never left
Always there in the shadows
Hard to believe
Because you couldn't see
Always there when I mattered

I'm still here

Time

I'm just waiting,
for time to pass us by,
so that things will calm down.

I'm just waiting,
for time to pass us by,
so that people can forget it and move on.

I'm just waiting,
for time to pass us by,
so that we can let it fall together again.

I'm waiting,
will you wait too?

"You're free. "

Yesterday, I decided to throw out all the clothes I received from the guys I used to have feelings for. I gathered all the clothes into a garbage bag and left it in my trunk for the day. Unexpectedly, the idea of burning the clothes come up in my friend's idea.

Kahala Beach is where I cut all strings that were loosely attached to me. I have never seen fire so beautifully and I have never seen the moon as big and as yellow as it was. Every piece of clothing had its own story. I couldn't help but to explain some of them. It's not as easy as it sounds to just dig a hole and burn clothes, I was hesitant about it just because it wasn't something I normally do, it was a bit uncomfortable. I'm usually the type to hold on to things, even after feelings die and time flies. This was a first. But don't get me wrong, not everything is erased.

Now, I am free. The many things I have realized this past week, gave me clearer vision on what's going on in my life. It sorted what's important right now and what's the past. I hope I'm not too late for everything that's going on in my life.