In the end,

you walked away, I didn't.

pink♥

Prom is in two weeks. I got my dress, which I need to get altered. And I got my nails done this morning♥ I love them very much, got it done by Salon Cherie♥ They were really great, very clean. I'm pretty excited for prom besides the difficulty of getting everything perfect such as finding a table, which I still need to do. Ugh.

It's now time for dinner, I'm starving haha. I hope everyone's weekend is going great♥

10 Ways to Love

1. Listen without interrupting. (Proverbs 18)
2. Speak without accusing. (James 1:19)
3. Give without sparing. (Proverbs 21:26)
4. Pray without ceasing. (Colossians 1:9)
5. Answer without arguing. (Proverbs 17:1)
6. Share without pretending. (Ephesians 4:15)
7. Enjoy without complaint. (Philippians 2:14)
8. Trust without wavering. (Corinthians 13:7)
9. Forgive without punishing. (Colossians 3:13)
10. Promise without forgetting. (Proverbs 13:12)

yeah, such a tragedy

 

You stole a kiss and stole my heart
made me a fool right from the start
It wouldn’t have been so bad except
this little plan, it fell apart

If I were you
I’d dare not speak
I’d run like hell
In hopes of seein’ tomorrow

It’s such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin’ for fun
wind me up
leave me undone

You pushed my button.

So this past Wednesday, something happened that really pushed my button after feeling not that great for more than a week. After school, I had plans with my mother to go prom dress shopping. Not checking the surroundings of my car, I hop in and back out to head home. Apparently, someone had put a metal trashcan behind my car and the height was the same as the height of my trunk so I didn't see it. I ended up backing into the trashcan, putting scratches on my paint and bottom rubber part. Out of all the days that I've parked at school and after parking in that one particular stall, I get a trashcan behind my car. I can handle all the rumors, the laughs, and teases that I get from my peers. But when something happens to things that I love, people are going too far. After feeling not that great for the past week and a half, I couldn't help but to let all the emotions out to my counselor. And it felt great. And the next day I didn't feel like going to school and with my understanding parents, I just stayed home and went out with my mother. After this whole issue, I'm really dreading the remaining school days. Honestly, one more month till it's all over. I really cannot wait.

Sometimes

I wonder if it's even worth trying to be strong,
trying not to be bothered by rude comments and laughs,
trying not to care about what people may think of you,
trying not to care about feeling alone in a class full of people I know,
trying not to think about what happened with you and how it is now,
trying not to cry when you feel like crying everyday.

Tell me, is it worth it all?

Hello April

A month till my AP exams, a month and 4 days till senior prom, a month and 17 days till graduation, a month and 19 days till I'm 18, and a month and 20 days till I start my summer classes at my college.

I slacked off so much last term, it's quite embarrassing when you receive your first D on your report card and the lowest grade point average attained in your life. But hey, I'm still an honor graduate so I shook that off quite easily. To try and achieve the best grades I can get for my last term of high school, I've been going to all my classes and doing all my homework. In a month, I'll be taking my two AP exams. So all the practice exams for calculus are ridiculous and it's disappointing to get low grades on them especially since I love math. But that's okay, I know I'll get a 5 on my exam. As for chemistry, we're finally close to being finished with learning our material. Although I'm not confident with the exam for this subject, I'll do much better in college chemistry after taking this class. I really think I am a nerd because I think about school all the time, both good and bad thoughts. It's kind of weird.... But that's okay. I love being a nerd/dork ♥

I did not work all weekend this week. I'm quite happy with that and it's probably because I worked 22 hours last week. Haha, I'm amazed that I did it especially on a school week!  But last night was another fun night out with my friends. Dinner at Cheesecake Factory♥

How are you spending your weekend?♥