Tuesday, December 29, 2009


Seriously. Can't sleep. It's been like this since I came back from Japan. I would go to bed and then wake up 3 hours later. -___-" Apparently my body now only requires 3 hours of sleep. Wonderful.... Not really. It sucks. /: I swear to god my health is getting more fucked up as time passes.... /: Not cool. :[

Anyways, almost new years eve! Time to get fucked up? Yes. :D Hopefully it'll be better than last year. Well, last year wasn't that bad. x] I guess. LOL. I should hop into bed again soon. Ha.

Ahhh, it's been twelve weeks and still counting.... Or, well. I'm still counting and waiting.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Even though

(via PostSecret)
This made my heart sink just a bit. /:

Friday, December 11, 2009

I will be here.

“When the big road falls apart
And you think that the feeling will linger
You need somewhere to start
I will be here
And when it all seems to fall apart
You can’t breathe
You don’t know what you’re thinking
You need somewhere to start
I will be here”

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Three down, four more to go!

I took three tests today. One for AP Calc and two for AP Chems. I have my Korean speaking test this Thursday, my Korean written test next Monday, my AP Calc Final on Tuesday, and my AP Chems Ch. 13 test on Tuesday. So much studying and other things to do. Dx It's killing me. :[ So far, I got 80% for my AP Calc test, which brought me back up to a C. I need a 98 on my Final to pass with a B. x__x I hope I can do it!

I can't wait till my winter break. I'm going back to Japanland for eight days. d: Then, just relax and work till school goes back in session. d:

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Monday, November 30, 2009

When life...

"When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile."

This quote made me a little more stronger on the inside. ♥

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Thanksgiving Weekend Day 2&3

Holy cow, Black Friday was CRAZY at work. There were too many customers. x__x I was at the register more than half my shift and it was crazy. lol. I didn't go shopping again this year. :] Discounted clothes ftw. :D Totally enough to satisfy my need of clothes and holiday shopping lol. Surprisingly, we only stayed half an hour over. Teehee. :3

So afterwards my coworker picked me up for some yogurt, took me home, then I met up with my best friend and cruised. x] Had a semi-good talk, I really needed it. I even cried. Sigh. ><

Today I opened and just came back from work! :] And now I'm going to go work on my college essay, hahaha.

Hope Black Friday was dope for everyone. :D

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thanksgiving Weekend Day 1

Happy Thanksgiving. :] Definitely thankful for this four day weekend which will allow me to get my college app done and study and complete my homework. I haven't blogged in a while again.

Mother came home from her business trip two days ago. :] She went to Japanland for two weeks. She brought home a lot of books and snacks. I'm pretty happy that she's home. Finally, I can eat good homemade food. :3

School is really a drag. It sucks. d: But I need to work my ass off or else my grades will be worse than last term. -___-" AP Chemistry is depressing and AP Calculus is frustrating. The combination of both is stressful. Not to say, in leadership, I'm actually doing a bunch of things so that my adviser won't bitch. -___-" For some reason, this year she's very strict. Like ridiculously strict with everything. Oh well. Whatever. Ha. Finally caught up with photography class, well kind of. All I have to do is my extra credit project, then I'm done. I hate that I'm stuck with that class. Aigoooo. -____-" Oh well. Can't do anything about it anymore!

Tomorrow is BLACK FRIDAY. Guess who's working? Me. d: 3-closing~ Sighhhhh. I'm expecting to finish an hour+ after closing because of all the clothes that needs to be placed where they belong because it was thrown around the store probably 23984392871 times. -____-" Oh well, worth the money I'll be getting out of it. :D

Recently, there's been nothing going on. Life is kind of boring as of now. And that's really lame. All I do is think about things that bother me throughout the day and night. It literally sucks ass. I don't really have a place/person/thing I can completely vent to. -___-" I'm pretty much bottling this all up inside me. Great. -___-" It's probably why I have insomnia right now. I sleep past 1AM almost everyday. -___-" It's like, if I don't have anything to do the next day I'll stay awake. One night, I came home around 12:30AM and went to bed at 4:30AM. I told myself I have to go to bed. It's weird. Unless I'm tired, I usually listen to my music and fall asleep. Bad habits piling up. Sigh. -___-"

Hopefully this weekend will be a good one.

Monday, November 16, 2009


It's been rainy/cloudy/windy. And I'm actually liking it. :] Cause it's cold. ♥ Even though my hair won't be the way I want it to be half the time, it'll be worth it. x]

I don't know if I'm allowed to say, but I do miss you sincerely.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Sunday, October 25, 2009


Another unproductive weekend in terms of doing school work and studying. -.- This weekend started off super shitty. And it kept getting worse. But last night made things a lot better. Getting new clothes definitely helped too. :D Hollister is in winter mode guys. So happy. (: Oh shit, Halloween weekend. (: But fml, SAT score reports. ): I hope I did a lot better than last time. My grades for school weren't that great so good SAT score would be nice. Wahhhh, Furlough Friday weekend, why must you end?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Nine and Eleven

Nine days till SAT Score Report. D:

Eleven days till Halloween. :D

Sunday, October 18, 2009


So, I haven't updated in awhile. Again. x__x

It's fall guys, but the weather makes it seem like it's still the summer. -.- I want it to get windy and NOT humid. The past couple of weeks, I've been dying in the heat. a;lkdfja;lkwejonvwevano;kd -_________-

Term 2 started and it's pretty chill for now. I still get the same amount of work to do each week but mmm, classes are plain boring and long. -.- I mean I have half day but still, 4.5 hours is LONG. And I don't really enjoy it for various reasons so therefore school can suck it.

Work is a different story though. Not much dreading, it's actually fun sometimes lol. (: I have awesome coworkers and I'm excited for winter clothes to finally come in. And not to mention the new discounted outfits. :D lol. BUT I am angry about not being able to find the adorable sweater in my size on this island. ): I hope we get more of the sweaters shipped in so I can find my size! .__.

Last week I took the infamous SATs. -.- I actually prepared myself better than last time I should say. Went to sleep early, ate breakfast, got there early so I could leave early, and I feel I did a lot better than last time. (x Hopefully, my scores reflect it. >< Cause if not, I'm going to cry. T^T

It's almost Halloween guys. :D I'm quite stoked for it. (: <3

Thursday, October 8, 2009


Sometimes, this is all I see. Sad how my vision is super bad. :/

Monday, October 5, 2009


The last dream I had that I can remember was a weird one. It had random people or actually two, I was wearing someone's Hollister jacket (white), and it had calculus in it. o__o How random.

But apparently, mathematics
indicates that I'm evaluating a situation in your waking life where I need to be more rational in my thinking and that I shouldn't act on my emotions. Wearing a jacket means that I want to present and project to the outside world. It also symbolizes my protective and defensive personality. It states that I tend to distant my feelings and as a result, I may be isolating myself. I also looked up white which means that I may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life.

How interesting. (: It kind of all makes sense, lol. I like looking up dreams and what they mean. (x

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Fall Break

Thank god it's fall break. I've been dead for awhile now. I'm glad I can spend a day at home, drinking pepsi infront of the laptop playing farmville. (: Although I wish I could sleep everyday there's still a lot to do. )x SAT is coming up this Saturday, so I have to cram and study. x__x Ugh. And then I have to start filling out college apps and write college essays. ): Poo. And get started on my volunteering for senior project. Omg. Fall break is still like having school. T^T Plus I have to go to Korean class since I ditched all last week. a;lkjf;aljkdf;akfjawoieaovnvew ):

Colored contacts! :D Yes, I want to get some colored contacts. :D Weird, but I only want them to wear occasionally. (x All I need to do is get them fitted or something. And then I can order them. lol. d: I hope I match the colors I want. >__<

Ohohoh! We might get a dog :D I'm so excited! (x<

"Failure is the only opportunity to begin again." Right?

Monday, September 28, 2009


I seem to make myself unhappy.


Sunday, September 27, 2009


もう一度会いたいよ 声聞きたいよ
Tell me why you had to go その手離せないよ
あの頃のように 笑っていたいよ
I just wanna hold you close ずっと忘れないよ

夜の海で ひかれあって

二人になって 笑いあって 見つめあって 重なりあって
二人になって 寄りそって 抱きあって 深くKISSして

出会って 信じて 好きになりすぎて
苦しくて ああ いつも泣いてた
ただ待ち続けて さよなら言えなくて
もう二度と… あの日々に帰れない

もう一度会いたいよ 声聞きたいよ
Tell me why you had to go その手離せないよ
あの頃のように 笑っていたいよ
I just wanna hold you close ずっと忘れないよ

想い出つまった favorite song
せつなすぎて まだ聴けなくて
街を歩き 涙がこぼれる

一人になって 時止まって 立ち止まって 何も見えなくて
一人になって 笑えなくて 振り返って またうつむいて
前を向かなきゃって わかっているんだよ

出会って 信じて 好きになりすぎて
苦しくて ああ いつも泣いてた
ただ待ち続けて さよなら言えなくて
もう二度と… あの日々に帰れない

(every night so cold) 寒い部屋一人震える
(can’t let go) 戻らない時間が
(come back home)  さびしすぎるよ
もう二度と… もう二度と…
抱きしめてくれないの? おいていかないでよ

もう一度会いたいよ 声聞きたいよ
Tell me why you had to go その手離せないよ
あの頃のように 笑っていたいよ
I just wanna hold you close ずっと忘れないよ

出会って 信じて 好きになりすぎて
苦しくて ああ いつも泣いてた
ただ待ち続けて さよなら言えなくて
もう二度と… あの日々に帰れない

Saturday, September 26, 2009


I think you'll never know.

Monday, September 14, 2009

I thought of you and started to miss you and it just happened to rain.
I wonder if you feel the same as I do. I wonder sometimes if you miss me.
Today of all days, your scent is spinning in my head. ...I miss you.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

State of Mind

I'm in the right state of mind. Best I've ever felt in the past two months.

School + Study + Work + My Important Seven + Trance + Food + Text = <333

Monday, August 31, 2009

What About Us

As a matter of fact, there’s no turning back
Though I can’t deny, I still want you back
No confidence, just hide and seek
Your weapon’s blood, is security
What about promises, and what about the days I’m missing
What about, what about, what about us
What about the time of our lives
What about the things that you had
What about, what about, what about us

I’m waiting for you
I’m waiting
It’s time to let go

I’m waiting for you (what about, what about, what about us..)

As a matter of fact, there’s no turning back
Though I can’t deny, I still want you back
No confidence, just hide and seek
Your weapon’s blood, is security
What about promises, and what about the days I’m missing
What about, what about, what about us

I’m waiting for you
What about, what about, what about us

As a matter of fact, there’s no turning back
Though I can’t deny, I still want you back
No confidence, just hide and seek
Your weapon’s blood, is security
What about promises, and what about the days I’m missing
What about, what about, what about us

What about the time of our lives
What about the things that you had
What about, what about, what about us

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Still Here

I never knew life could be this way
Life without you
I never knew life could be this strange
Like a sky that isn't blue
I know you're still here
I know you still care
I know you follow me places only you and I would share
You know you're my love
Know that I always cared
I may have been away without you
But my heart was always here

Never forget
I never left
Always there in the shadows
Hard to believe
Because you couldn't see
Always there when I mattered

I'm still here

I never meant to fall this way
So much to sacrifice
I never thought life would pass away
And at such a high price
Feel we're still one
That love hasn't gone
I sense everything about you
Around me when I'm alone
Know that you'll always be
Deep in the heart of me
No matter where I am today
You'll always be a part of me

Never forget
I never left
Always there in the shadows
Hard to believe
Because you couldn't see
Always there when I mattered

I'm still here

Thursday, August 20, 2009


I'm just waiting,
for time to pass us by,
so that things will calm down.

I'm just waiting,
for time to pass us by,
so that people can forget it and move on.

I'm just waiting,
for time to pass us by,
so that we can let it fall together again.

I'm waiting,
will you wait too?

Sunday, August 9, 2009

"You're free. "

Yesterday, I decided to throw out all the clothes I received from the guys I used to have feelings for. I gathered all the clothes into a garbage bag and left it in my trunk for the day. Unexpectedly, the idea of burning the clothes come up in my friend's idea.

Kahala Beach is where I cut all strings that were loosely attached to me. I have never seen fire so beautifully and I have never seen the moon as big and as yellow as it was. Every piece of clothing had its own story. I couldn't help but to explain some of them. It's not as easy as it sounds to just dig a hole and burn clothes, I was hesitant about it just because it wasn't something I normally do, it was a bit uncomfortable. I'm usually the type to hold on to things, even after feelings die and time flies. This was a first. But don't get me wrong, not everything is erased.

Now, I am free. The many things I have realized this past week, gave me clearer vision on what's going on in my life. It sorted what's important right now and what's the past. I hope I'm not too late for everything that's going on in my life.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009


Summer is filled with surprises and unexpected things.

Good and Bad things happened.

Either way, no regrets.

It's life, let's live it up.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Round 2?

Round 2, here we go.


Thursday, June 25, 2009


Oh boy, how I miss you so much.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Summer 2009

Summer 2009 started. It's three weeks or so since I've last written an entry. Last week was a stressful week, kind of unbelievable that I survived. I had a project, final, and graduation rehearsals. The capability of driving helped me I suppose. But really, I had too many things to do everyday that I didn't know what to work on first and what not.

My 09 friends have graduated...kind of sad that they won't be here at high school anymore. Even though I wasn't that close with 09, I'll still miss them. :< Especially two of my close 09 friends who are leaving this Rock for college. ): I'll definitely miss them but some of my friends are staying on this Rock so that saves me from missing too many people. x]]]] *Sigh* My Korean friend who moved from the East Coast left for the East Coast last night. ): What really sucks is that he might not be coming back to this Rock. ): Which means he might not be graduating with me. ): Such a bummer, really.

So far this summer I: went to the beach, got my hair wet at the pool, ate an acai bowl :3. had at least three subway sandwiches, saw the movie Drag me to Hell (SUCKED), and had a mini party where I did NOT drink.

I have a bunch of things to do, so enjoy your summer (:

Saturday, May 16, 2009


I haven't written in like...a week. Oh well. I am LICENSED finally. xD Yaaaaaaaaay :3 And I got a car >:] Cheehee. But my parents won't let me drive anyone so I have to drive alone. Boo. ): So I can't cruise with anyone in my car. ): Oh well, at least I'm licensed >:] I'll post the pictures tomorrow if I have time! :D

So today, I drove down to Waikele with my mommy, friend, and her mommy. (: Coach had this BIG sale, so I bought a bag and keychain for around $200 :3 Pretty cheap in my opinion. :D And then we went down to Ala's and had a drink, and my friend and I walked around Ala's. I finally got a new bikini, but I could only get the top in my size so I have to drive down to Pearlridge tomorrow to buy the bottom. Boo for having to drive far ): 

Ahh, I have to start my Senior Project soon.... :<

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

It's been a week.

So I haven't been updating lately. I just feel so lethargic when it comes to writing blogs. I guess I'm tired out by the time I'm able to write a blog. Sorry. So it's been a while, actually only a week. But that's long, hahaha. 

So I successfully FINISHED my thirty hours of driver's ed class. (: No more waking up early on Sunday Mornings and spending pretty much the whole day in a classroom. :D Yupp! Road test next week. >:D I'll finally be free. But I still need to get my car. >w<>:[ Stupid boys, don't know how to get their hair cut. -____-" Which reminds me that I have to go get a haircut as well. x]]]] My hair is getting longgggggg and so are my bangs. 

Mmm...nothing really happened. LOL, only little things. So I'll be blogging later, when something worth writing happens. x]]]]]

Thursday, April 30, 2009

I never thought I'd be in love like this,
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip.
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did,
Every morning I look at you and smile.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Prom Prom Prom.

So I had my junior prom last, it was surprisingly enjoyable, despite the fact that I had a mean headache and a crap table. My hair and makeup was done really nice, I liked it :3 My dress was really cute, which I borrowed from my friend (thanks!) And my date got me pink flowers even though my dress was blue! >w<>

Buuuuuuuuut my table. -___-" I really wish I wasn't on that table. I mean, yeah you're only sitting on your table for dinner and when the dancing begins it doesn't really matter. But the dinner time seems really fucking long when you're just there not really talking because obviously you don't fit in. My table consisted of my friends, but they're not like the friends I usually hang out with or anything except for one, but she sat across the table from me. I wish I said no when my friend asked me if I was okay being on that table, fuck. 

But overall, I gotta be honest, it was somewhat fun; my date was a great date and the dancing was fun. (: Hahaha, come to think I took zero pictures on my camera. xD And after prom? I wasn't invited to any after parties so I just went home with a mean ass headache. -___-"

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Boy I hear you in my dreams,

I feel your whisper across the sea, 
I keep you with me in my heart, 
You make it easier when life gets hard.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Why 24 hours in a day?

Every week it gets more and more stressful and I really wish there was more than 24 hours in a day so I can do the things I need and want to do and get some more sleep. Today I had a Jostens meeting in leadership class where we talked about class rings and graduation announcement designs. That made me realize that after prom, we'll start planning for senior year. In a couple of months, I'm gong to be a senior. Last year of high school. I've always said I wanted it to be senior year and a part of me still feels that way. But most of me wants high school to last a little bit longer, because time flies by and I don't think I'll be able to enjoy every bit of it with 3 AP classes, College Apps and SAT, Leadership, Senior Project, perhaps a job, and keeping up with my social life. Later on at lunch, I had a Senior Project meeting. I got a thick packet of paper about the Senior Project, which included all the forms and instruction and of course, due dates/timeline. -___-" Now I have another thing I need to spend time on to be able to satisfy myself because I want to graduate as honor student and what not. :P I guess it's my fault? For putting up too high of a standard? Blehh oh well. 

Today in NJ it was a storm (: Hahaha, boyfriend stayed home and while I was webcamming him I saw two or three flashes of lightning through his small window. o___o It was terrifying but hilarious seeing him jump because of the big noise from the thunder. LOL (: And I heard it rained in HK side? I never saw a single rain drop today. x]]]]]

Cheehee, prom on Friday :D

Sunday, April 19, 2009

A 'Not-So-Productive' Weekend.

So, it's Sunday evening. (: My weekend was not so productive one, haha. How was your weekend? (:

On Saturday, I woke up early in the morning to get ready to get my TB shot cause I needed to get one to take my summer class at HCC. And it turns out that I have a TB chest clearence that's valid till I go to college. o___o I wasted my time going to the doctor's office just to get a piece of paper. -___-" How lame. But me and dad got breakfast from Zippy's so that's alright. (: In the afternoon, I went to my boyfriend's mom's best friend's place to get my nails done for prom! (: It took like two hours but I love it. :3 It doesn't look that blue in the picture but it is. (: It's just like the color of my prom dress so I'm happy. :D After I got them done, she took me home and I had to cook for my dad and myself. :P There's tons of things in our freezer, so I cooked some frozen ravioli so that the freezer wouldn't so crowded. x___x But it was really good, haha. (: 

Again, this morning I woke up early to go to driver's ed class for six hours. x___x I only have two more Sunday's to go through till I finish! :D At this point, I'd be lucky to get a refund from my previous driver's ed teacher. It pisses me off and creeps me out that he only answers my phone calls and gives me another driver's ed teacher's number. -___-" He keeps telling me I'll get my refund next week. When the fuck is next week you asshole. -___-" Ughhhh. But anyways, I still have homework and studying to do. x]]]] Crap, I don't want to go to school. >w<

Friday, April 17, 2009

Another weekend.

It's finally the weekend. I've been waiting for it for five long, busy days. After Monday, I seem to have a bunch of things to do and I've been lacking the amount of sleep because of it. Like last night, I did things for leadership and did my homework and studied for my exam. I went to sleep past 12 A.M. and ended up getting a D for the exam I studied for. FML, right? I need to dedicate my time more for studying, or my grades will go down. ): 

This weekend I have to: do leadership things, study for ACT, do my homework, make flashcards for Spanish, start making a big word document for all my human physiology class, go to driver's ed class, get my nail done, get my TB shot, and do chores. What a busy weekend. -___-" Oh! And I should catch up on sleep. Actually, I need to. Or I'll get headaches everyday. D: 

Well I'm going to start on my to do list for this week, so I shall be back soon. (:

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Eyes, Acai Bowl, Award.

I just came back from a long day. I'm tired but today was quite fun I guess or at least a part of it was fun. (: Today is Wednesday! So I ended school early. (: I bus'd it down to Costco to check up my eye sight and my eyes got worse. x___x Not too bad, -4.25. Yes, I'm quite blind without my lovely contacts. Haha. And then after, I went back to school to wait for my dearly friend (a.k.a whika whika WHITE) so that I could hang out with her before we had to go to the NHS Induction Ceremony. 

So after my friend finished her band rehearsal, we hope in her car for some ACAI BOWL :3 I wish I took a picture of it, it was so delicious. :D After getting an acai bowl, we went to her house to enjoy the acai bowl while watching some funny youtube videos. x] It was 4:45 so we decide to get ready for the ceremony and then our friend (a.k.a ShitShine, it's an inside joke/nickname haha) calls saying he needs a ride to the ceremony. So we quickly get ready, rush to our friend's house to find that we have to give our other friend (a.k.a Stud Muffin) a ride home.

ShitShine didn't have the proper attire so Stud Muffin had to grab clothes for him and ShitShine changed in the car while WHITE drove back to school. When we got there, the ceremony already started. -___-" Full of embarassment! xD Hahaha. But it turns out that it was alright, or at least our advisor said so. Lol. x] So then after that ceremony, we had another one for Leadership. -___-" So then I spent another hour sitting down, wanting to be home. x] But I ended up winning an award for "Most Industrious" (: 

So after I came home, I started blogging haha (: And now I'm just thinking about summer. I really, really want to go to the mainland to visit colleges! :<

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Look up to the sky.

"If you miss me, look up to the sky. Remember that I'm under the same sky as you." 

Lately, I keep forgetting that I'm still in school. My brain is obviously still in break mode. -___-" It's disappointing every time I realize that I have school tomorrow. It's probably because I never get homework, which makes me forget I even go to class and what not, and because my boyfriend is in spring break. :< Ahh, save me. 

Comment replies:
William - Aww, I have to take like about 4 more tests for college. D:
Rina - No I didn't take that picture. Randomly found it on Photobucket. (:
JT - Thanks! It's actually from a song. (: The song's title is my blog entry title, haha. The picture with my blog name is one of the pictures I took with my camera. Haha.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Let The Light Shine In.

"You are my guide, You are my life, You take me to the place where I can shine."

Saturday, April 11, 2009

I feel so lethargic.

Lethargic as in not wanting to do anything, stay home and watch TV and totally forget about your chemistry homework because it's a three day weekend. xD I haven't been writing for three days. xD But I basically didn't really do much. All I did was do some planning for Senior Year for Leadership, take a compass test for running start, and buy books to study with. Yupp, I now have five Kaplan books to study with. Whoohoo. >w< 

Planning for senior year is quite fun actually. You get to call places to ask for certain things for Senior Luau or Prom. (: But there's always people in class that are clueless or don't do anything besides talk or read a book, which is quite frustrating because there's other things going on. JUNIOR PROM(: is in two weeks and we need to put together rosters, chaperone reminders, centerpieces and favors, and make flyers. xD It's busy but I like that class, lol. (: 

I took my compass test on Thursday with my three friends. :3 And when I got my results were confusing. x___x In my SAT score and my ACT diagnostic test, my writing was higher than reading, but for my compass test, my reading was higher than writing. x___x So I don't know what to study more of, which is confusing me right now. But I do know that I fail at English, hahaha. (: Wheeeeeee (: But I get to take Psychology 100 in the summer so that's still good (: And now that I have 5 Kaplan books to study with, I get to improve writing and reading. -___-"

How are you spending your three day weekend? (:

Tuesday, April 7, 2009


At April 6th, 2009 11P.M., I clicked the refresh button of my SAT view my score page and I see my score for the first time. O__O And I see crappy scores. -___-" It was shocking but expected at the same time, considering I only did about 3 weeks of studying or less than 21 hours of studying. And as of today, my list of things I need to do to prepare for College grew. D: How sad. ): Some of my friends did better than me, which proves to them that I'm not a genius at all. xD And really, I'm not. And I'm not being modest either. 

So I was taking driver's ed for like 5 weeks with a private instructor that most of my friends went to. He's a really easy guy to get your certificates from so I figured, why not take it with him. BIG BIG BIG mistake. I'm so stupid. -___-" Anyways, HE DECIDES TO QUIT TEACHING after being "under investigation" for three months. Apparently he got complained by a psyco dad of one of his students and went through "investigation" for three months and counting. Which to me, sounds like bullshit now that I think about it. I guess he can't wait any longer so he quits on all of his students including me and three of my friends and other people. 

Last Sunday I started a proper driver's ed course, which began with a six hour classroom course in the morning. -____-" Whoooot. It makes me mad because I can't get my license till May. And I know that's in a month but if my first teacher didn't quit and finished "investigation", then I would've had my license by next week. >:O And could've driven to prom with my date (one of the three that took driver's ed from the same teacher) or my date drive me to prom. >:[ The quitting teacher totally ruined my life. 

Monday, April 6, 2009

First day back to school

First day back to school, First blog entry<3

Oh yes, so today was the first day back to school and it was already boring. How lame. Second semester classes are quite monotonous besides Human Phys which can be interesting at times. But I'm quite excited right now though. Not because I just started school but because...
Yupp, they come out in about four hours. I'm hoping I did quite well because I pretty much only have maybe a couple left to take before SAT Scores are due to my list of colleges. I'm hoping I can break a 1600 because I'm aiming for at least 2000 for my highest. (: Though I'm scared that I did much worse than I expect because the lack of studying I did. D: I need to study this big butt book. Yeah, this book cost me $36 and I've only used it for about three weeks. Starting from this week I shall study this book. 

So this week is HSA testing for the Sophomore, which mean we get out at school early. (: Even though classes are boring and I don't get much work, I'm still quite busy for some reason.... 1) Running Start Applications 2) SAT planning and studying 3) Driver's Ed Classes and BTW Lessons 4) Regular chores 5) Time for my friends. Hopefully I get my Running Start things done before deadline (April 13) and start SAT studying asap with someone or just by myself because next SATs are a month away! 

Everything would be so much more easier if I had my license already....Which starts a whole other story.